I'm feeling worldly.

"Oh,
the blood and the treasure,
and then losing it all,
the time that we wasted,
and the place where we fall.
Will we wake in the morning
and know what it was all for?
Up in our bedroom after the war."

...yeah. Story of my life.


Today was depressing.
It's hard to know who to trust these days,
when one person's telling you something,
and someone's telling you otherwise.

I mean, I probably have the most untrustworthy friends
in the universe. Because they live for gossip.
But I have other, better, closer, older friends that I can trust.
I hope.
You see, I've come out to three (count 'em, three) people.
And my other friend knows about this... "secret".
And now she wants to know. And I trust her and all,
but I don't trust her enough.
And it sucks, because I'm not a fan of hurting people.



But I guess sometimes you have to.